💔 #1 New York Times Bestseller | A Heart-Wrenching Tale of Love and What-Ifs
 
What if one moment—one decision—could change everything?
 
In If He Had Been With Me, Laura Nowlin crafts a hauntingly beautiful story about childhood friends turned near-strangers, Autumn and Finny. Once inseparable, the two grew up side by side but slowly drifted apart during high school. As Autumn reflects on their history, she can’t shake the feeling that things were always meant to be different—that if he had been with her, everything might have turned out another way.
 
A raw and emotional exploration of first love, missed chances, and the deep ache of what could have been, this novel will linger in your heart long after the final page.
 
📚 Perfect for fans of: They Both Die at the End, Five Feet Apart, and The Fault in Our Stars